Real Happiness

When A Smile Does NOT mean happiness, happiness is more than just a smile. Happy or not, only the heart knows.



As I looked back the years, my eyes are filled with tears. My eyes are filled with water. I am trying to withhold my tears. But it is difficult. My nose feels blocked now and my throat hurt. I was looking through my childhood photographs. So many beautiful memories flashes, and so many special moments touch my heart. I missed those days, greatly missed them.

There are photographs of my family, myself, my brothers and me, my cousins and me, my great-grandparents and me, and many more. I had seen my childhood family grown over the years. From a family of six, more people were being added over the years. I had nieces and nephews and I also see my brothers and sisters becoming parents. My parents aged over the years.

My father and mother married very young. My mother was only 19 years old then. I married at the age of 24. Being their children, I had seen how their marriage was like and being a parent myself, I had known how difficult it is for them to be parents of four children. I had seen the ups and downs of my parents' life and I had experienced my own ups and downs. When I was young, I always hope to quickly grow up. But when we are old, we hope we can be young again. Looking at the photograph albums, I had seen my brothers and sister when young and how we had spent our time playing together. Growing up, everybody is busy earning money. It is so sad to see parents aging and brother with diabetes and high blood pressure.

I asked myself, what really is happiness? Am I happy now? My friend said I am not happy. Another friend said I looked tired. My father used to say I sound like 'going to die' since young. Being happy does not mean that I have to keep smiling. Being happy does not mean that everyday is no obstacles. After been through so much, trials and tribulations, I think if I am to leave this world tomorrow, I am satisfied. I have my husband with me now, and I have my two children with me. My parents are working, my brothers have their families and my sister has hers too. Nothing can be more happy than to see your kins and your love safe and sound, continuing with their life. With every of their heart beating, it is a bliss to me. Happiness is the special moment at the death bed when you can close your eyes and see beautiful memories in the darkness. You know that you have really spent your life and you remembered the beautiful moments.

I am very thankful to online-casinos.com for offering The Bubblenator free of use to everybody. I had uploaded two of my childhood photographs as shown above. There are two types of bubbles, the thoughts bubble (like the first picture - the one I was carrying a toy dog) and the speech bubble(the one I was answering the phone). I had told my old children about this and they love it too. Happiness is doing the things you love and fulfilling all your life's commitment. Be responsible for what you do and give out the very best you can ever have. Happiness does not need to be a smile, it is the feeling of contentment.